REALLY TRoUBLED... /// 1:50 PM
dIE!!! so many homework!! haven started doing history and chinese. hope that the teachers will just close one eye but tat's really impossible.. :'< furthermore, the rest of my homework are like, not even half done..!! haiz... nvm... surely got a lot of people in the same situation with me.. poor us..
really troubled... ever since monday... got accused of doing things i 've never even think of or done before... really duno what to do.. tink the best wae must be to leave the matter to God and pray for miracles to happen, ya?... haiz...why must this ting happen? it's really terrible... but i was surprised when i confided in my mum, cuz she said, 'Aiyah, who does she tink she is MANZ?!' haha.. really shocked me..
went to sakae with my aunt and sis for dinner at heeren.. really nice to eat.. ate many tuna sushi there.. bo8gt some stuff from bloomington greetings for mum.. oh ya.. put on 4 kg this hols.. terrible me....
- thank you, Lord, for letting me be me -
*poof*
Tenth Time. /// 12:10 PM
!!!!!!!!!!hAppy fAther's daY!!!!!!!!
hm... went to church todae.. bible study was quite fun.. haha... felt happie..ya. :) still kept tinging 'bout sth that happened durin' church todae... juz tinging of it makes me feel top of the world!!
after that.. went to lot 1 to walk as usual... shop a little too.. bought a pair of pants from 'kickers', really nice...ya.
then went to my grandfather house.. have not been there for a lot time.. watched telly there.. toked to me cousins.... long time never c them..
ate 2 plates of bee hoon and 3 bowls of rice with curry for dInnEr!! it's like, i tried to stop myself.. but im so tempted lor.. haiz.. juz cant stand it.. juz reached home.. nuthing to do.. except for homework, which im not planning to do... so, thought of this:
take love and loyalty, mixed thoroughly with faith.
blend it with tenderness, kindness, and understanding.
Add friendship and love, sprinkle abundantly with laughter.
Bake it with sunshine.
LastLy, i muz remember to serve daily with generous helpings.
-thank u, Lord, for my wonderful mum who suffered so much for me -
*poof*
Ninth Time. /// 1:55 PM
went for choir choreography from 8 to 12 plus.. quite fun.. but it's kinda hard to remember the dance steps.. die ar.. scared on the dae when need to perform for ms lim, then make a fool out of myself on stage... :~/ nvm..
after that went to jp to buy materials for lit project and saw this really cute earrings... nvm... when i saw christina's doggie(aichio), my eyes lit up... pet it n cuddle it ... really duno y my mum does not allow me to have a dog... haiz.. she tells me to buy one only when i've grown up... it's like... dotdotdot... nvm..
ate quite a lot todae.. ate hokkien mee at 10 plus, then add some cheesy thing, then ate cup noodles at bout 2 plus??.. really felt like a glutton..worse still i was still hungry after tat.
i juz lOved lOved lOved christina's mum's cooking!! haiz.. it's only once in a while that i could eat homecooked food.. really miss eating those foodS...
- thank you, LOrd, for the millions of tastebuds on our tongue -
*poof*
Eighth Time. /// 12:50 PM
had choral excellence todae.. find it rather fun and exciting... wonderful experience.. my conductor for the secondary girls is ms mary tan.. really funny and cute person..
'moonlight sonata first movement' is really very nice to hear played this piece of song for bout 1 hour todae... it's so soothing and slow.. full of memories too.. haiz.. tomorrow got tuition.. and choral excellence too.. muz wake up so early again..
yesterday, 1 of my fishes died... gave it a little burial in a plastic bag.. before i used the net to bring it out of the fish tank, i saw a fish staying close to the dead one.. at the same time, trying to push it and wake it up.. i guess this muz be what friendship is about.. ya.. mayb...
- i'll meet u in heaven...soon... -
*poof*
Seventh Time. /// 12:25 PM
12345, lets tok about school...
too many homework... really cannot finish doing.. just started on English.. haiz... really troubled.. tomorrow also got choral excellence.. really scared... hope the conductors wont ask us to sing one by one.. if not i will freak out, i ting...
had a very bad dae.. i still could not find my missing fish... i suspect it has jumped out of the fish tank.. if this is true, then the smell would have been really stinky and bad... but i could not smell anithing yEt.. hope that it will not die a terrible death. :-6
put on a haPpI face for the whole of todae... even though my heart is really breaking into a milli0n pieces.. is screaming deep down inside!!<:-@
wanna noe sth? dying is no biggie rite now.. haha joking.nvm.. life still goes on..have to accept the fact that there are many creeps in this world.. big creeps, small creeps, teeny weeny ones.
to drown my sorrows, went shopping with my sis todae.. my sis really hates shopping, but to cheer me up, she went along with me.. come to ting of it, she is really a great sis(at times).. bought quite a lot of things.. hope i dun overspend...
:''(...
juz give me some time to overcome it and ting it thru...
frOm the bottom of my broken heart...
- this world is not my home -
*poof*
Sixth Time. /// 11:15 PM
woke up at 8 plus todae.. decide to play 'nOx'.. got a little giddy... when my sis came home from school, went to wash the clothes with her.. and hang them out to dry.... my tetra is missing... cant find it aniwhere.
went swimming around 3p.m. the sun was scorchingly hot... fortunately, did not get sunburnt... noticed sth weird.. that there were about five times more guys suntanning compared to girls!! what is the wORLd comin' to?? not that it's my problem, of course... but that's what i noticed..
went home at 5 plus.. realised that i did not eat much durin' the hols.. [:>( dun noe y.. juz have no appetite.. :(
hmm.. felt a little happie todae...
:>)
- he lOves me,he lOves me nOt,he lOves me -
*poof*
Fifth Time. /// 9:15 AM
went to watch harry potter(prisoner of azkaban).
it's not as nice as i have expected it to be. quite boring actualli.. %-( however, i ting that hermione has grown to be very beyootiful. it's a pity that daniel did not maintain his cute image when he grows up. ron even looks a little .. weird .. with his shoulder length hair..
got new fishes todae. they are called african *sth* fish.. about the size of my 2nd finger.. looks kinda colourful.. had to take my tetra (a fish) out of the tank as the tetras will get eaten up.. poor fish.. the tetra got put into a smaller tank with no oxygen tank.. i doubt it will survive.. haiz..
dun feel good now.. feel sad. duno y..
- true frens bring a little bit of heaven on earth -
Zzzzz...
Fourth Time. /// 11:15 AM
jz came back from Genting... It's so fUn,fUn,fUn.. FuN!!!!
Honestly, i think i may be going mental... bUt it's juz so fun!! haiz, cant stand it manz..
the songs that they taught me were very nice. the games roxs.. and my group rOxs!!! realise tat the people in malaysia is kind and friendly.. gotten their contacts... muz have a get-together some other time... the weather there roxs too.. so cooling but at night and early in the morning quite cold..
came back yesterday at midnight.. fell asleep immediately.. :-}
so todae... no fun stuff to do liao.. can slack again.. my usual activity..
- this is the day that the LOrd hath made -
*poof*
