Memories. /// 1:16 PM
Like a rose among thorns.
So different.
An Outcast.
All Rags and bones
As skinny as a pole.
The dark, sunken look in her eyes.
Brought tears to my eyes.
It's haunting me.
Unwanted memories.
Unique symphonies.
Filled the air.
The burdens my heart could not bear.
Death hovers close.
She took her last dose.
- Thank You, Lord, for the peace in this country -
*poof*
Only hOpe. /// 12:10 PM
Mandy Moore rocks my WORLD!
love her to bits and pieces.
she's just so cool.
just 'LOVE', 'LOVE', 'LOVE' her songs esp 'only hope' and 'cry'.
Bought her newest cd 'best of mandy moore' todae. real rockin' me wurl.
went swimming in the morning with eileen.. however, only for a short while cuz the water is chillin' me to the spine.. made a big mistake in being very lazy, too lazy till i cant be bothered to change after swimming, just went home in my swimsuit underneath. In just a few minutes' time, the bottom of my cotton pants was wet.. so damn embarrassing!! *will not try that again*- like duh.
then we went to my house to bathe and promised ourselves that we'll do homework.. in the end, eileen ended up falling asleep and i watching 'la bi xiao xin'.. as usual.. haiz.
we could stand it no longer.. so went to orchard to do a little christmas shoppin and to get the shoebag i've been fantasizing about. am supposed to save money.. but got tempted and bot stuff like earrings, the mandy moore cd, the shoebag and many food stuff..
aso saw many lovely shirts that have been swimming in my mind ever since im back.
saw one senior too, fairsians and my pri school friend.
haiz... wad should i do to stop being tempted and spending money.. tink that i should go for "save your mum's precious money" therapy.. oh ya... or i could take up yoga courses to focus my mind on the 'things beyond' or wadever they call it... ?:'(
-Thank You, Lord, for two words, 'Window Shopping' -
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The Ingredients of Life. /// 9:42 AM
changed a little here and there and got this:
The Ingredients of life
2 parents
1 sister
1 brother
a great deal of patience
1 cup of dreams
at leasT 2 tablespoons of education
1 house
unlimited amt of friends
a cup of health
1 heart
1 mind
1 soul
desired amt of personality
2 0r 3 careers
1 husband
extensive romantic nights
up to 24 hours of excruciating labour
2 to 3 children
hundreds of smelly nappies and sleepless nights
tons of parents-teens fight
a few proud moments
1 dash of old age
1 death
unlimited amt of afterlife
found this thingy frm a book... find it really inspirational n absolutely true..
- Thank You, Lord, for lovely and interesting books -
*poof*