Prelim results. /// 10:50 AM
Received results yest and today.
Got what i deserved.
Failed and passed subjects...
A result of how much time i spent studying,
which is close to none
Not much of a choice left; have learnt my lesson.
Regretful and sad but who have i to blame?
Only myself. :(
it's okay to cry. dun feel embarrassed. i dun mind... :)
-Thank You, Lord, for underground tunnels which make walking more convenient. -
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Slacking. /// 12:57 PM
i've changed my mind. i'd rather go to Paris than Australia. it's such a romantic place. :)ohya, going to Bangkok at the end of this year, few days after Os. CAN'T WAIT!!!going to East Coast tml. EXCITING. :)-THank You, Lord, for seashells on the seashore. -*poof*
Weird Sightings. /// 1:00 PM
the past two days had been REAL FUN.
hm.. on Friday, went to play pool and cs with some classmates. super fun. then later went to meet mabel they all in Orchard. we ended up going to her house to stay overnight. :)) we were still like on the bus to her house at 12 am plus. whee...
was toking the whole night. ling and mabel went to sleep at 5 leaving me and eileen. then both of us tok and watch movie till 7 and fell asleep. missed chia..a pity she's not there..
was half-asleep in tuition this morning. cant keep my eyes open...
something real interesting happened today. i saw this bald old man, bout 70 plus years old, wearing a sleeveless dress with high heels!!! it's like goodness me! i couldn get my eyes off him. He seemed oblivious to the surroundings. Looked real at ease. It actually freaked me out a little.
Went to Quidam just now. It was quite nice but not as interesting as the previous one, Allegria. but still, nice. :)-Thank You, Lord for Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs. -*poof*
Bad day. /// 9:03 AM
puke puke. gag gag. ArGHjust got home from playing cs AGAIN. haha duno why im so obssessed with it nowadaes. but it's affecting my studies so bad. almost vomited just now. the smoke coming into my nose is so strong and i have been tolerating it for bout 2 hours. :( haiz. that's why i was so distracted just now and couldnt play well at aLL!!! sad case.im scared of studying now. hoW??-THank You, Lord, for vitagen to fight all the baddies that enter my body system. - ")*poof*
ARgh. /// 5:04 AM
imthinking boutstuff.IguessImjustplainSTUPID.-Thank You, Lord, for solutions to problems. -*poo*
Mum's Bdae. /// 12:04 PM
Mum's day today. Got her a birthday cake with the word 'TRUFFLE' and strawberries on it.
I sit. Sis sit. Mum sit. Empty Space.
Just going through one of those countless times again.
Wish i knew the cure for missing Dad badly.
Asked sis whether she misses Dad, she said she has not much memories of him cuz she's too young then. Hm.. at least i had had happy memories of us together. Remembered when we sat at the steps where i helped him open cockles. they are his FAVS. :) Also a vague memory of him fetching me early from childcare and taking me out to play and enjoy God's BEAUTIFUL creation together. Just sat there in his arms.
looking out at the vast sky, i see no stars... Just a deep shade of blue and purple.
Even the sky feels my pain...
-Thank You, Lord, for letting me keep those memories.-
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Mr. Nice Jones. /// 10:40 AM
DEcided to name my future male shetland, MR. JONES. :)
No more Ernie or Biscuit.
when i told sis, she just let out the loudest 'YucK' as if it's the most disgusting thing she've ever heard and started imitating and calling out "Mr. Jones! Mr. Jones!". :( IS it that bad??
-Thank You, Lord, for to-be-MR. JONES and his to-be-wife, MISTY. -
*poof*