Walking by faith, not by sight// ♥ Joy ♥

Like exterminators having pillow fights. /// 8:48 PM

I killed my first cockroach!
Well, nothing to be proud of, as i guess im now a 'wanted criminal' in the cockroach world.

It was ironic cuz though i wanted to kill it, i didn wanna hurt it.

The last moments of the cockroach went like this:

After numerous times of beating it with my rolled up physics revision notes (many times of which i missed) and throwing a few stacks of magazines at it, it finally met its fate when i dropped my mum's March issue of Citta Bella onto the cockroach.

So, Citta Bella freefall-ed and smacked down on it.
This marks the end of the unfortunate cockroach.

Cruel death, i must admit. But it crossed my path; i just acted in self- defence.

(Sorry S.H.E, whose faces are on the front pages of Citta Bella.)

Actually i felt extremely guilty after that, like i should have let it go scot-free. but then, the thought of sharing my room with a cockroach and perhaps its family is a little unbearable.

Sometimes, it just seems so difficult...

Note to self: Pray. Pray about it.

-Thank You, Lord, for pink tulips. -

*4 in the morning, Gwen Stefani (love this song!-click the 1st heart to see the mtv)

The catalyst of my life. /// 11:02 AM

A catalyst provides an alternative path of lower activation energy than that of the uncatalysed reation. Thus, the number of molecules with energy greater than the lowered activation energy increases. Frequency of effective collisions between these molecules increases and hence the rate of reaction increases.

it leads me to wonder, what's the catalyst in my life?

6 more weeks of mind-boggling-brainjuice-squeezing-nerves-wrecking-cells-bursting-revision.
after that, im free! (not in the monetary sense of course)
i'll be as free as those creatures you see flying high up in the limitless blue sky.

spread my wings
and sail into the horizon

gosh. what an incredible feeling! :)

After the As:
1. Shopping for prom outfit +++
2. Prom in the tropical setting of Amara Sanctuary(http://www.amarasanctuary.com/index2.html)
3. visiting Australia (with friends)
4. visiting Australia again (with family)
5. Celebrating Christmas overseas
6. Spending time with friends
7. Spending time with him
8. More shopping!
9.
10.

okay okay, back to the books.

-Thank You, Lord, for almond soyamilk. -

*Do you know, Enrique Iglesias

Two drama queens and a pervert /// 1:24 PM

Recollections :)

The pressure of the As is starting to get to me.

it looms ahead, darkened and scary

a truckload of thoughts race through my mind

many 'what ifs', 'should i'...

they constantly appear in my head

a fear for the worse

i just wanna get good grades.

is that even possible?

-Thank You, Lord, for strength to persevere. -

*Im not missing you

Yes, i can see a future :) /// 9:44 PM

A poem titled 'You' by someone close.

You make me think of the limitless sky
You make me think of the endless sea
You make me understand I dont have to cry
You teach me how to live and to always be me

You make me feel happy
When things arent great
You say so many sweet words
That keep me from my blade

You make my world perfect
You make my life complete
You are so so cute
That i see you in my sleep

When i want to run
When i want to cry
You hold me high
And keep me alive

You are my everything
You make my dreams come true
And all i want to say is:
_______________

well, thanks for those really sweet poems.
appreciate them a lot. A LOT. :)

-Thank You, Lord, for the blessings in my life. -

*The girl in your dreams

Like superman wearing polka dots /// 1:10 AM

Note to self: 29 more days to THE nightmare.

well, yesterday afternoon, i witnessed a middle-aged lady mining for jewels in her nose and amazingly, her method of getting rid of 'her precious little ones' is to stick them onto the seat in front of her! all these in a bus. a PUBLIC bus.

oh.
goodness me.

-Thank You, Lord, for lovely lovely lovely lovely poems :) -

*A Public Affair