Walking by faith, not by sight// ♥ Joy ♥

Mother Goose drank booze. /// 11:38 PM

The doorbell rang unexpectedly this morning and outside stood a well-built man. Nothing strange about that, but his hands were gripped around something very surprising.

Opened the wooden door and this was thrusted into my hands:

I stood there gaping at him. Looked no different from a goldfish.
At that moment, the man handed me a plain-looking envelope. Understanding dawned upon me when i saw the first few letters printed on the card.

You mean the world to me. =)

-Thank You, Lord, for your remarkable creation. -

Turned to dust. /// 11:52 PM

Have you ever tried to tell yourself that a particular somebody did not exist?
Have you ever pretended that you were strong, only on the surface?
Have you ever cried till there were no more tears, till your head throbbed with pain, till you felt like you just disintegrated into a million particles, till it became really hard to breathe and you had to use all your might and power to just take in a whiff of oxygen?

One after another
The tears fall, like a set of 28 dominoes

You want to stop crying
But once you start, it becomes a never-ending process.

They cascade down your cheeks
Made a damp spot on the clothes

Like a stain
Carrying the sadness away

-Thank You, Lord, for the amplitude of your dear love. -

Like untangled silver ribbons and dry lips /// 5:29 PM

This week's mostly catching up with friends, tuition-ing, birthday celebrations and shopping.

Oh Alright.
Just caught sight of the words -"Self Control" on my desk.
Guess i'll just stick to 2 words, window-shopping.

Monday - Evelyn! + tuition.
Tuesday - PJ mates' birthday celebration
Wednesday - Tuition Day. The students are just really cute, character-wise.
Thursday - Shopping with cheryl =) + choosing of new phone
Friday - It's been 2 weeks and botak him is coming back! =)

Hmm.

-Thank You, Lord, for angels. -

Made a promise. /// 2:12 PM

This week has been the best of both worlds - the boring and the un-boring.

Gave tuition to both pri and sec sch students, met up with my dearests last Sunday to celebrate birthdays, went shopping with my godmother, caught up with joel loke, just had a stayover at tingyou's place...

There were some days whereby it seemed like the world just whizzed past and carried on with its life without me, and there were those too, that got me so busy i didnt even had time to catch a cup of iced mocha.

Meeting up with Joel had been really fun. We had lunch at Griller, whereby we openly shared about our current life and r/s. he's someone who never fails to encourage me in my walk with God. :)

Went out shopping with Tingyou in vivo last night and we burnt holes in our pockets again. The loss of money accelerated when we met my mum, who was being pretty generous then.
Got 2 pairs of knee-length shorts, 1 off-shoulder brown dress, 1 off-shoulder white top, 1 black cotton sleeveless top with buttons down the front, 1 black outer-layer thing, 2 cardigans.
Tingyou herself bought some new year clothes too.

Retail therapy makes me happy!

Note to self: Exercise self-control.

Am having youth fellowship tonight and i gotta go give Joel (Marcus' brother) tuition now. Seeya.

-Thank You, Lord! -

*How great is our God

Jack and Jill. /// 5:05 PM

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water
Jack fell down and broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling after.

:(

See wanling's expression

Star-jump

Sunnies+Mab's Jeans

Mabel's so cute

-Thank You, Lord, for great friends. -

The antidote to missing you. /// 5:40 PM

He went into NS today to become a 'man', as what they always say.

'All guys have to go through this rite of passage' as mentioned by the commander of Sch 1 just now. Yes, it's true. But taking someone away for 2 years and only releasing him during the weekends is a little too much to bear.

Missing is strange.

Ironically, 24 hours have not even passed and the feeling of missing him is starting to get to me. i wish for all these emotions to please just goes away. it hurts and i dont like it one single bit.

Oh. Sokkin. Clark Quay. 7 pm. Gotta go. Bye.

i'll just send a little part of my heart over to PT and i know that somewhere, somehow, in the midst of the 800 new recruits, he'll catch it.

i know he will :)

1.54am /// 2:54 AM

'Saviour King' by Hillsong is really fantabulous. It's so good it sends shivers down my spine. =) oh man, im so glad that Uncle Ben has gotten it for my Christmas present. definitely one of the greatest gifts i've ever received. this newest cd by hillsong just rocks my green nails. favourite cd of my 18 years of breath. awesome man.

went to chia's workplace to give her a surprise visit since it's her birthday. hope she likes those presents. :)

oh anw, something that i learnt recently:
Adam (the first man on Earth) lived up to 930 years!

amazing huh. :)

Well, long long time ago...