My broken Spirit. /// 1:58 PM
My life is like a basket full of memoriesThey linger and never seem to go away.My broken spiritLike a crushed paper ballSwollen with bitternessDotted with anger and sins.Any glimpse of sunlight has been sucked out of me.Ifeellost.Nonono... i never wanted to accept the fact that I may lose somebody close to me.My mum almost fainted today. My friend got out of an accident, unhurt. People are leaving. Reality is sinking in. i just realise how it would really feel if my mum really fainted and became hospitalised. i don't want to picture her so weak and frail. if something really happen to her,, i would want to gouge my eyes out so that i won't shed a single tear...im so scared right now... i feel so helpless and vulnerable.i feel as if i'm at the end of the world...-Thank You, Lord, for letting me seek you in troubled times. -*poo*
Opening Up My Heart. /// 10:12 AM
YES!!!! i wanted to say yes.Just dun noe how to say it. Dun noe how to answer him...- Thank You, Lord, for chocolate icecream. -*poof*
me /// 6:59 PM
WAH.... /// 2:01 PM
i am hopelessly in love with Jesus, my Lord and Saviour.i love all my friends!!!-Thank You, Lord, for being my father-in-heaven. -*poof*
SERVICE Learning!!!! /// 10:40 AM
in chiachia's house blogging, cuz i forgot to bring my house keys.. so she fetched me to her house. so nice!!
came back from the airport.. the journey back was real scary. it was a rollercoaster ride. the plane kept dropping very suddenly and rising to great heights and dropping again. my heart felt as if it sank to my toes. i was damn freaked out. i thought i was gonna die. kept praying to God to control the situation. also grabbed the hands of the people sitting next to me.. haha...aniwae, the service learning in Khaodee was really meaningful and enriching. learnt that we must be very contented with our lives.. the people there who are less fortunate than us are so much more happy than us. thus, we must learn to be appreciative with the lives we led and also treasure friendship more.oh ya, also love love love their worship session. they really poured out their hearts to God and sang praises to him from the bottom of their hearts. IT WAS UNBELIEVABLE! i must learn from them.everyone was crying and hugging when we were leaving Khaodee. i love Nok, Mia, Cream, Dew, xiaoming, May, Pim... love them so much.. my heart really breaks... i really treasure the necklace that Nok has given to me, as it has meant so much to her. they give so selflessly..the shopping there was real good and fun. it's like we just SEE,LIKE,BARGAIN then BUY. we don't really care about the price. just bargain as much as we can. realcool. i don't dare to bargain, so got wanling the pro to help me. she's real shiok, very calm and stable. haha.. bought many many things... 2 shirts for sis, 1 skiirt, shirt and pants for mi, mother's day present, presentts for charmaine and nathan,manymore.... oh ya, mus wish charmaine a happy bdae.very forgetful. lost my discman in the plane and always could not find this and that, feddup with myself.real tired now. i'll take a break.-Thank You, Lord, for the joy of thanksgiving. -*poof*
