Im over you. /// 7:19 AM
It's time to enjoy life. Time to do things I'veAlways wanted to do.NO stopping mE!!!Double yeS!-Thank You, Lord, for my lovely friend, Joyce. -*poof*
NO more longing for you. /// 12:53 PM
WHEEEEE!!!
when i and eileen were toking in the playground yest, i had this sudden urge to see what's on the other side of the expressway. and we saw that NUH is on the other side .THEn, i actually had this idea, that we could go to NUH to visit those little children there... :) so off we went like two overly-excited girls who had nothing better to do. :)
don know why but i feel like i want to see them so bad. buy some lollipops for them.
BUT in the end, we had no chance to visit those children cuz of choir photo taking. had to take a taxi back to school. taxi driver was real nice too. sad i couldn visit those children. :(
After photo shoot, realised we couldnt study. Decided to take a breather.
SOo, we hurried to my house to change and went to orchard for some relaxation and fun.WHEE. it's like 8 plus when we reach there.. but none of us cared.
DISNEYLAND HERE I COME!!! :)
JUSTLOVELY.
-Thank You, Lord, for morning dews on lovely flowers. -*poof*
/// 1:20 PM
was actually glad that unforunate incident happened when i was six. when i was too young to know that we could never bring a lost one back to life. if it had happened now, i can say bye to life and enrol myself in woodbridge. seriously.made a pact with my sis. both of us were to end any quarrels immediately if we started quarrelling. i fear something might happen to her one day and the last words i said to her was like " Go to Hell" or something. learnt to appreciate the wondrous life that God has given to us with. holding on to it with every strength i could muster.-Thank You, Lord, for every brand new day.-*pooF*
Help me. /// 12:59 PM
am eating vanilla icecream with lime covering now. ate 3 cornettos just now.was really glad that my mum bought so many icecreams so that i can gorge myself. it's like there's still boxes of cornettos and loads of other lovely stuff in the freexer. :)stuffed myself with all kinds of food when i got home todae. wasnt really feeling well in chem remedials so excused myself halfway. got loads to think about. couldnt really breathe properly just now.Came home, switched on the aircon, wrapped myself with a thick blanket and dozed off immediately.-Thank You, LOrd, for ben and jerry's icecream(the one with marshmallow and dark chocolate).-*poof*
/// 11:54 AM
practised today for chapel on Tuesday. had a really fun time just singing and rocking with the music!!! really lovely. but was really scared that i will get stage fright on Tuesday. really really trusting that God will give me courage yup. counted. left about a month or two before school officially ends. after that, no more whiteboard. no more teasing and fooling. only some serious studying. i could not bear that. i want my friends. classmates. i dun want school to end so fast. no more sitting together and laughing. no more. swing, swing. one final push... fly, fly, into the air.- Thank You, Lord, for swings and playgrounds. -*poof*
CRap. CRab. /// 11:59 AM
im sorting out my thoughts...
sometimes, the truth just catches me in surprise.
emptiness inside of me.
Just a pile of crap. A piece of shit.
haiz... tml is the release of Olevel chinese results. hopefully. hopefully everything will turn out fine.
-Thank You, Lord, for toilet bowls(right where all the shit belongs). -
*poof
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Trusting You. /// 1:44 PM
whee.. went to the Festival of Praise for two nights. super cool and lovely.
it's only then that i realise my faith is so puny compared to others.
' But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, "Lord, save me!"
And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?" ' Matthew 14:30-31
if i begin to sink
i trust You to catch me.
-Thank You, Lord, for my book of bible promises. -
*poof*
Planning. /// 11:26 AM
mum's cute. she keeps buying these boxes of cornettos yet she wants to lose weight.it's like she bought FOUR boxes of cornettos todae whereas normally she just buys 3 boxes every week.ANIWAE, the names of the two shetlands that will be part of my family when i grow up ismale: Biscuit/Erniefemale: Mistystill considering the name of the male family member. -Thank You, Lord, for warmth and comfort from family members. -*poof*
Is it Going to End just like that? /// 11:58 AM
had no guitar classes todae so visited grandfather earlier than expected in NUH. i have never been close to my grandfather. the only words i mutter to him when i visited him is "gong gong ni hao" and zai jian gong gong". that's really sad.im ashamed to say that when i first arrived at the hospital, i dared not hold his hands when he raised his hands weakly towards mum and me.. :( It's cuz im afraid. Really scared. OF what? i don't know.but the good news is that before i left the hospital, i held his hands really tightly, with my mum's hands over ours. :) wow, this is the first time i held my grandfather's hands. i guess my fear kind of died down as time passed. when i stood by his side looking at him, i felt really sad cuz i'll never know whether this will be my last time... my grandfather is not a christian. that's really bad. hope i could do something about it. but it takes a great deal of courage and strength to communicate with him cuz i've never been close to him. yup. HAIZ. maybe not.-Thank You, Lord, for strength to go through all the tough times. -*poo*
