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I am Joy. Hobbies include serving God, playing musical instruments, being with friends, reading and singing :)

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i saw tears in her eyes
felt my heart take a swan dive
held her hands and tears dimmed my eyes
Asked her why...

i was worried for you
For your Os and for your health
did you take your medicine just now?

i was torn.


im sorry...

-Thank You, Lord, for the lilies of the field. -

*poo*

9 Days before Os and i fell sick...
Not mentally sick of course, just physically sick.

i actually thought it was Dengue Fever cause i was stung by a real bad mosquito yest.
Developed all the symptoms of Dengue Fever too:
-fever (38.9)
-pain in the eye
-terrible headache
-muscle ache
-vomiting
-loss of appetite
Rashes are only supposed to appear 3-4 days after the start of fever so didnt have any. am i being paranoid??

It was REALLY REALLY terrible. Lay on the sofa for the whole morning and afternoon, trying to fall asleep and watching the world whizz past. kept wanting to vomit and couldn eat anything at all. The thought of me not studying while most of the 16 year olds in Singapore are cramming all the last-min stuff into their heads made me real desperate.

Then i prayed really hard for God to take the suffering away from me. Let a miracle happen... And the next moment, after i awoke for about the 10th time, i felt so much better!!! It was really a MIRACLE. It's so unexpected. Really thankful.

But still, mum is bringing me to the doctor. she suspects there's something wrong with my body...

-Thank You, Lord, for immunity system in our body.-

*poof*