beneath it all. /// 2:24 PM
beneath all the fun times,
beneath it all,
i feel...
ifeelnothing.atall.
no emotions. no feelings. nothing.*poo*
Super Duper. /// 2:19 PM
had a super duper fun time in mabel's house.spent the whole time chatting, laughing, surfing the net, looking at mabel's baby pictures...kept smelling my pillow which i brought along. feels and smells nice. :) aniwae, found out that mabel lost her tortoise, so we went to look for it, but to no avail. poor tortoise.went to have dinner at bout 8... the food is very the berry yummy. and the waffle with ice-cream is scrumptious!super duper delicious.then watched 9 oclock show and survivor and kept taking many photos.. ahhh. so fun.watched passion of the christ tilll 1 plus and went to sleep...super duper lovely time.-Thank You, Lord, for dying on the cross for our sake. -*poof*
Super Duper. /// 10:08 PM
Amazing Grace. /// 12:51 PM
"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever." Hebrews 13:8i think that about 2000 years ago, Jesus was having his Last Supper with his disciples.. and many hours later he was being tortured by the Romans and crucified.. Can never be able to comprehend the love that the Lord has for us that he even allow his most precious son to die for our sins... Love love love Jesus!!yesterday, just joined friendster... second time oredi.. deleted my first account in the middle of last year cuz too llazy to go.. but feeling kinda boreed so in the end joined friendster again.. :0tomorrow going to pulau ubin with church friends.. then later going to have a SLEEPOVER!! so cool!! cant wait for tomorrow....-Thank You, Lord, for your amazing grace. -*poof*
Why. /// 10:44 AM
everything's so weird... i wonder whether does people take one look at me and think that im anorexic... cuz im Not! i will never think of skipping meals unless i want to save money.. i think i just inherit my size cuz of my dad...he's 1.80m plus tall.. and my mum is kinda tall too.. which leads to the reason behind me and my sister's height.. i guess.. :0 i really really eat a lot esp nowadaes.. i cant live a day without eating supper. everydae, im sure to eat recess, lunch, teabreak, dinner and supper.. but i still dont grow in size.. i think there is something wrong with my digestive system as i only "bake brown cake" about once a week. im scared..MEGA DISASTER!! sad sad sad.-Thank You, Lord for providing warmth, shelter and food. -*poof*
Treasures of the world. /// 12:46 PM
Blenheim... blenheim... blenheim.i dun even noe this guy, yet he leaves a lasting impression in my mind. i wonder how he looks like, what is his character, what is his favourite pastime? suddenly, i wanted to noe so much about him.. i duno y. this morning, when ms lim talked bout him, i felt really troubled.. im sure the whole school felt like that.. my heart really sank to my toes.. however it is really happi to noe that he also leaves an imprint in the lives of many others who were touched by his story... ms yao said in lit class todae that she was very touched by one thing, that many many students went to visit him when he was lying in the intensive care unit. really sad.. wanted to tell my friends that i love them, wanted to tell my mama, my sis , God that i love them too.. what if the same thing happen to me or my friends? oh my.. depressing... i wonder how his family is feeling.. hm... but it's alright, at least he went to heaven to be with God forever.. maybe God has appointed him to be a guardian angel. To secretly help another person who is feeling very lonely and has no one to be there for him..Will pray for the family who must have been feeling terrible now :..(-Thank You, Lord for creating trees, flowers, stars, galaxy and me. -*poof*
:( /// 12:25 PM
went home straight after school todae.. watched "Big Fish" at home.. really affected me a lot after watching cuz it is very saddening and it's the kind of movie which will make me think through.. nonetheless, it is a really nice show!! felt like crying after watching the show..
thought a lot about the stuff that are going through in my life at home.. some of the thoughts make me smile, some make me frown. haiz... thinking a lot nowadaes about stuff that are nOt even important, it just adds unwanted burden to me..-Thank You, Lord, for being by my side when i needed somebody. -*poof*
