Needing to know. /// 11:20 PM
Saw her dazing into open space,
and hurried to her side
i was afraid to see the tears and thankfully
they never come
instead the look of sadness in her eyes
chased away all thoughts in my mind.
:(
:(
:(
suddenly,
i just wanna take the train to the airport and spend the night watching the planes fly into the sky,
admiring the magnificent view when the sun rises from the west,
taking in the quietness of it all.
hmm.
Trying. /// 6:55 PM
Feeling really weak and feeble.
Leg is pain, back's aching, fever rose to 38 degrees, throat's sore, mild giddiness.
like an Ah Ma.
i am
as weak as an Ah Ma.ok. i'll not be so mean. :) gonna visit the doc's later. hopefully, im fit enough for sch tml cuz there's still the physics REtest. bleah.
anw, it's confirmed that i really couldn be the next Sherlock Holmes anymore. i just dont inherit his genes.
was playing with cheryl, kelly, junjie and daniel when they came over to visit last night.
and i almost, just almost WON.
however, due to my stupidity and carelessness, i shouted the mistaken answer without thinking.
At first, i was really happy cuz i thought i've finally won. BUT on the look of everyone's faces, it's then that i knew i had shouted out the wrong suspect. darn. the answers were all in my mind. i just happened to shout out the wrong name.
Ahh. was super duper close to victory.
Goodbye Mabel. i'll miss you.-Thank You, Lord, for blankets. -
*True, Ryan Cabrera
My Weight = Junk Food times New Year Goodies /// 3:50 PM
That's it! Im a goner.
i officially declare myself a glutton.
Ever since i put on 3 kg, my knees seemed to have been unable to support my weight. seriously. nowadays, when i walk, i always feel a strain in my knees, as if the joints are gonna shift due to the unbearable weight.
Seriously felt like a joke. whoever have heard of one's legs not being able to support the person due to a gain in weight. and the worse thing is that it's not even chinese new year. it's only the eve! and i've still yet to consume those steamboats and barbequed food. hmm yum yum. :)
nvm. at least i'll have a new year resolution, which is to
control my food intake. everyone always says that im always eating and it's impossible for me to reduce on what i eat. Reason being i cant control myself cuz im always easily tempted by those mouthwatering goodies+++.
Alright.
Note to self: To close my eyes whenever i see food.
(okay. if this is the case, i'll just close my eyes wherever i go)
oh well. just came home but im gonna get dressed soon. going steamboat-ing now...
A rich and tasty CHINESE NEW YEAR to all! :)
-Thank You, Lord, for fishballs and quail eggs. -
*Walk me home, Mandy Moore
/// 12:44 AM
One.Great.Day. :)
at the grand stand :)
alright. were supposed to look retarded.
SIN-thetic field.
special people in my life.
Mabel! = strawberry sweetie pie.
Yeah. I agree that time passes in a whirl. Like the picture.
See No EVIL.
All shops closed.
Candid shot.
/// 11:44 PM
Played soccer with yiqi, a few class guys and some jjcians before leaving school today. :)
but the thing is that everytime i get hold of the ball, it will only be in my control for a pathetic
1/2 of a minisecond. cuz some evil person who have wanted to prevent me from
scoring a perfect goal :) and thus, snatch it away before i can even say 'yes!' or recover from the shock that the ball is passed to me. bleah.
haha. was just kiddin.
im lousy at soccer.
FOOD and DRINK GALORE at innova tml!
then it's back to more shopping for cny clothes :)
i've decided,on a certain day of a certain monthi'll say.-Thank You, Lord, for glass cups. -
*Only Hope
/// 6:43 PM
the tips of my fingers are throbbing right now. i was just playing the guitar and due to (force/area), the pressure that my fingers exerted was enough to create a numbing sensation.l
had my fringe cut with tingyou after school today.
and i looked toot again.
anw, was feeling
shiok-a-licious with yesterday's buys in vivo! reached there at 9 with mum and sis and after collecting my black dress for cny, we went walking around. purchased a black long sleeve shirt from zara, and ended up in Lonsdale for around 2 hours. btw, the staff there were really friendly! i seriously wouldnt mind working there during my free time. :)
we left the shop at 11 with 2 tote bags, 1 yellow tank top, 1 off-sleeve shirt, 1 skirt, 1 shorts, 1 pair of slippers, 1 black loose-fitting shirt, and a belt. Jean, who is not fond of shopping, actually bought quite a load of stuff too. kinda burnt an ozone hole in mum's wallet, but she was the one who actually encouraged us to buy. so we're not to be blamed. :)
Note to self: Save! Save! Save money!
oh no. felt my gums swollening up. afraid it's like the other wisdom-tooth-time again where the doctor had to inject my gums, take out all the pus, and sewed the gums back up.
it. was. sheer. torture.
-Thank You, Lord, for seventh heaven. -
*Lovin' Soak up the sun, Sheryl Crow
Kiss Goodbye. /// 8:37 PM
No need to hideNo need to cryIt's been Exhausting.
At times, i do not know what to think, what to feel anymore. For the past week, i've been reaching home at 11 to 12 every night. Ever since it happened, i felt as if im always preoccupied, living my own. But thanks to those people who are always there, i can put those feelings aside.
Today is the day where it all ends. I hope he's resting well, wherever he is now. Farewell.
i needed you then, but you have not opened your eyes, and your heart.-Thank You, Lord, for peace in my heart. -
*Fallin
